1. I love food. I really really love food. I like different flavors and textures and mixing everything to get something different. Experimenting with cooking is a way i express that. I find it fun, relaxing and rewarding in the end.

2. I wish I was more Indian. I don't speak hindi or any other Indian language and it bothers me. I am Indian and I know and understand the culture, I've got a lot of it at home but I still often feel very out of place when I'm with other indians.

3. Singing is one of my favorite things to do. I am pretty shameless about it and sing every chance i get; in my car with the volume and bass way up, in the shower, in my room, walking to school, karaoke. I miss kdc and my good friends from high school because we'd burst out into song all the time, any where, any time.

4. I have a really terrible memory. Its not that things aren't important to me, i honestly just forget things all the time. Dates, times things are due, even plans i've made on occasion.

5. I often overlap plans that i've made with people and end up rushing from one thing to another. I'm very bad at time management and its gotten me in to messes. I do this quite a bit when i'm at home. I always feel like I have the whole world to see and i try to make time for everyone but im not very good at it.

6. Fall Out Boy may be lame and may be mainstream but I love them. For some reason there is something about their music, the harmonies, the catchy tunes, his voice that just draws me in and has captured me. Not to mention that the lyrics pretty much say what i cant. FOB is the soundtrack of my life.

7. Flirting gives me a high. When i find a boy that I can carry on banter with, a back and forth, witty repartee I know that I grin (probably like an idiot), laugh and have the most fun. I treat it a little like a competition, always trying to one up what was said before but it is a most enjoyable competition.

8. I still think of Kathleen but not often anymore. I loved her and cared so deeply for her. But now that time has passed i've really finally and truly come to peace with it. Her death shaped who I am today, at this very moment. I have an understanding of death, an appreciation of life and no tolerance for those who dont.

9. I can be... selective in my truth telling. Sometimes I don't tell people everything because I am afraid how they will react to it. It's come back to bite me, not telling people AND telling people that i had a feeling i shouldn't have.

10. I think that handwritten letters are the most romantic gesture. Not only romantic as in love romantic, but romantic as in old world. I've written a few myself and I find that everything I write is always true and comes from my heart.

11. Boys pants are the best because they have actual pockets and when i can, i wear them. Even though  i'm trying to be more... girly (and my mom got rid of most of mine), I still love boys pants. and boxers.

12. I have some of the most amazing people in the world as my friends and I really do not think I deserve them most of the time. I love them so much.

13. On that note, I am constantly in genuine awe of my sister and brother. I have never met two people so smart and talented as they are and i am so proud to be their sister.

14. My mom is now less my mother and more a best friend and I couldn't be happier.  We've come so far from where we used to be and I wouldn't trade where we are for the world.

15. I love the level of comfort i feel when im naked. there are some things that I could be nit-picky about when it comes to my body but i really am so comfortable being nude. I especially love the closeness of being naked with someone else. maybe thats a little strange but I feel like it brings people together.

16. I've got a rescuing complex. I often times feel the need to rescue people, to take care of them, to be needed. On the other hand, I've vowed to not get myself involved in relationships like that because of the disastrous results that have come to be before.

17.  Really dirty, degrading lyrics, and dirty hot hot beats gets me worked up. For reference think Eminem's Superman, or most things by Tech N9ne and HED P.E. Even a few songs by Korn (though their beats are exactly made for dancing).

18. Dancing, oh dancing. Perhaps the one way I really just let it all go. I love dancing, feeling the music is like liquid fire running through my veins. I can close my eyes and just get transported to this place where i don't care what people think and where i can just be free. Its a little bit of ecstasy.

19. In reference to 18, sex is like that too. being sexual comes pretty naturally to me for some reason and i thrive on sexuality. I give in to my body quite easily but i'm learning restraint. I can afford to be picky.

20. I am often really bad at expressing myself verbally. In writing I can express myself better but through touch is the best way i express myself. course... i don't think many people really understand that.

21. If there was a zombie apocalypse (or any other dire drastic world crisis) I know I would be the type of person to suddenly come out of my shell and take charge. I work really well in emergencies; i keep a level head, i'm logical, and i think fast. In real life... I'm not so cool.

22. Reading is my escape from reality.  I get so immersed is books that I start thinking and talking about the characters as if they were real people. Plus sci fi and fantasy world are just SO much better then the real world.  I used to wish that I was in a fantasy world and a warrior, where everything was pretty clear. I'd have a sword and a horse and a close group of friends with whom i'd battle evil.

23.  I love Star Wars. This plays into my escapism I suppose, and maybe its a little silly but I want to be part of that world so badly. I haven't read any of the books in years but it is still my first love.

24. I've been boy crazy since i was... 4. And its still not gone and i really dont think it will ever be. I love objectifying men, looking, postulating, imagining.  I also like manly men. Cowboys, Han Solo types, Wolverine types. Guys that I can drink with and not beat, guys that i CAN'T beat at anything. I like to feel feminine so manly guys it is. I've also got a sort of a fetish for blonde over blue, not to say its a deciding factor. All (well, most) of my favorite characters in books, shows, movies, etc, are male. The ultimate man... Rhett Butler. I will always be in love with him.

25. I'm learning, slowly, to love myself. I'm not that amazing or unique of a person, i'm not terribly talented at anything, I'm not that smart, but i've got a huge imagination, i enjoy life, i am a genuinely caring person, i'm forgiving and i try to be understanding most of the time. I can be happy with that i think.